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Updateness [Sep. 27th, 2003|09:37 pm]
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[Feeling |lovedloved]
[Tunes of The Minute |Deep Forest - Endangered Spieces]

Got a celly... groovy me!

I feel no pain...

...and I don't. I feel very content with whom I have become. David has changed my life so much and I his own. I see this everyday that I am with him. The smallest details... like his driving... when I'm in the truck with him he takes caution. That could be from the time we almost got hit by another car and he was so worried about me. -Laughs thinking about it- I look into his eyes after we get done making love to one another and I see something that I didn't know existed in me... love. I really am in love with this man. I stopped going to see Laura... When I look inside me I hate that woman. She was always on my side and she never told me the reality of situations. I'm going to see Dr. King once a month from now until he decides that I'm better enough to stop seeing him. He lowered my dosages of the depakote.. it's a diffrent pill.... lower dosage. Only 100 mgs. I'm getting better. I'm so proud of myself.. my grades are wonderful.. I'm not being mean to anyone and when I am, David snaps me back into the right. He forces me to apologizes and I have to mean it or there are consequences. He's decided to join the Marines... it's a wonderful idea. I'll support him in that. They'll pay for college. I've settled on WWSU and nursing for my career choice. I'll still pierce on the side... while I'm in school.

-smiles- I love him so much.

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Nightime... the slumber to come [Sep. 7th, 2003|09:16 pm]
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[Feeling |sleepysleepy]
[Tunes of The Minute |Kermit the Frog - Rainbow Connection]

Just came back from David's house. ^__^ Had homemade choclate icecreams.. yummys. -yawns- School tommorrow... ah.. here's my schedule:

1st - English 2 hnrs w/ Mrs. Davis
2nd - Health w/ Coach Vestal
3rd - Biology w/ Mrs. Faulk (I love this woman and the way she teaches)
4th - Algebra 1 w/ Mrs. Brown

Yeah.. so life is good. Well David and I didn't meet up with Becca at Borders =/
For those who don't know, we're starting a club for mediation with teens. =D It's going to be cool. The principal is willing to pay for training too, which is even better. -Shrugs- Oh well... out for the night.

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Short quiz [Sep. 7th, 2003|10:49 am]
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[Feeling |amusedamused]
[Tunes of The Minute |None]

The beginning of the film...

"People once believe that when someone died, a
crow brought that soul to the land of the dead.
But sometimes, something so bad happens that a
terrible sadness is carried with it, and the
soul can't rest. Sometimes, just sometimes, a
crow can bring that soul back to put the wrong
things right."

"If a building gets torched, all that is left
is ashes. I used to think that about
everything: family, friends, feelings. But now
I know. If two people love each other, nothing
can keep them apart."

Which Quote From The Crow Are You?
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I've memorized this part of the movie... it's my favorite quote.
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Umm... lots of stuff [Sep. 7th, 2003|10:42 am]
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[Feeling |coldcold]
[Tunes of The Minute |None]

Wow... it's been so long since I've updated livejournal. I've kinda been doing good... my doctor took me off Paxil CR due to the recall and put me on Zoloft. David and I are doing great. -snuggles with him- Now that I think of it... I never really became attached to this journal. Feeling kind of mellow. -Waves to Brooke and Jennifer- ^______^ MAybe I'll start writing more in this journal. -Shrugs- Sorry I neglected it for so long... =( Wow... so long... Write more later!

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Long time... [Jul. 14th, 2003|09:33 pm]
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[Feeling |crushedcrushed]
[Tunes of The Minute |None]

Yeah, I know I went back to my DJ, thinking that I'd keep updating this journal. Bullshit... whatever. -Sighs and plops down- I'm hungry.... damn cravings for spaghetti O's. Jennifer and I settled our diffrences, which makes me alot happier now. Daivd got a little upset that I spent so much time talking to her, that I wasn't spending it with him. -groans- I miss everyone at Camp... especially Miranda.. I was thinking about her today while I was trying to finish my collage. I still have about 5 inches that needs to be covered... I'm such a procrastinator. -rolls over on her back- I'm gonna go out and look at the stars tonight. Adieu LJ~
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Blandness [Jun. 17th, 2003|12:34 pm]
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[Feeling |peacefulpeaceful]
[Tunes of The Minute |Astral Projection - Another World]

Do I miss him... no not really. The feelings have slowly and finally shut off completly. Eh... I took him off all my buddylists and I'm going to delete my oldest deadjournal. I see no reason in keeping it alive for the soul purpose of reading his own. No.. I'm happy and content where I am in my life. I've decided on what path I'm going to follow, because it feels secure and I would enjoy it every much. Aunt Holly says I should choose a diffrent career path, I say she can fuck herself. I'll do what I please. *_* I'm all in a daze listening to this trance music... I love it. I love my life and I love Daivd... could it get any better?
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Completly worthless? Nah.. just tired. [Jun. 16th, 2003|01:24 pm]
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[Feeling |contentcontent]
[Tunes of The Minute |Paul Van Dyk - Words]

I slept 13 hours last night. Isn't the average human suppose to only sleep 8 hours? Oh well... it was good sleep though. The phone only rang twice this morning which is some sort of spaztastic miracle. I'm in this kinda blobish mood right now... I feel all spaced out and I only get this way when I'm listening to my techno music. *Yawns.* Talkin' to David, duh, that's a given anytime I'm online. I feel so good being around him. Get that buzz feeling... ya know? Like when you drink just a little too much liquor? Maybe this is it... now that warm fuzzy feeling is running through my arms. *smiles and leans back* I guess I'll update a little more later. Be well everyone.
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good ol' coutry music to brighten you spirit. [Jun. 15th, 2003|07:18 pm]
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[Feeling |nervousnervous]
[Tunes of The Minute |Tim McGraw - One of These Days]

Listening to Tim McGraw.. I love this man's voice.. it soothes me and when I hear this song... it reminds me so much of the feeling when David wsa holding me yesterday.

Tim McGraw F/ Faith Hill
It's Your Love

Yea yea
Dancin' in the dark middle of the night
Takin' your heart and holdin' it tight
Emotional touch touchin' my skin
And asking you to do what you've been doin' all over again

Oh it's a beautiful thing don't think I can keep it all in
I just gotta let you know what it is that won't let me go

It's your love
It just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough
And if you wonder
About the spell I'm under
Oh it's your love

Better than I was, more than I am
And all of this happened by taking your hand
And who I am now is who I wanted to be
And now that we're together,
I'm stronger than ever
I'm happy and free

Oh it's a beautiful thing,
Don't think I can keep it all in
If you asked me why I've changed,
All I gotta do is say your sweet name

It's your love
It just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough
And if you wonder
About the spell I'm under
Oh, it's your love

Baby, Oh oh, oh,

Oh it's a beautiful thing,
Don't think I can keep it all in
I just gotta let you konw what it is that won't let me go

It's your love
It just does something to me
It sends a shock right through me
I can't get enough
And if you wonder
About the spell I'm under,
Oh it's your love
It's your love, it's your love, it's your love

My LJ code is going to Mark...
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quizzes [Jun. 15th, 2003|02:04 pm]
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[Feeling |lazylazy]
[Tunes of The Minute |Sasha - Fundamental]

You are the most universal mythical beast ever. Sightings of the unicorn have been reported from all over the world, even in modern times. Unicorns are pure and incorruptible. In China, unicorns symbolized gentleness, good will, and wisdom. Christianity links the unicorn with Christ. It is said that unicorns would only allow virgin girls to see them, let alone touch them. They were easily lured into fatal ambushes by a virgin with some poachers waiting for the unicorn in nearby bushes. A unicorn's horn was a highly prized possession, which was reputed to have great healing capabilities. With the touch of its horn, a unicorn could bring back a person who had been dead for several hours. But when separated from the unicorn's body, the magic was significantly reduced. The unicorn had the body of a horse, a unique spiraling horn, and a lion's tail. They were pure white in color.

What mythical beast best represents you? Take the quiz!

Medieval Weapon Do You Fight With? Take the quiz!

What Natural Disaster are you? Take the quiz!

Take the Which Black Daisies Character Are you Quiz?

my blackdaisies character

You are Mercy. Your favourite instrument in your bleak little world is your eyeliner and Raven black Manic Panic lipstick. You dress like you're going to an 18th Century funeral. You hate daytime, you're prone to hang out in clubs, sitting alone or with friends who look like you with a solitary candle and a glass of red wine at the table. You still listen to The Sisters of Mercy and Christian Death (but you loathe Valor), and Anne Rice is a brilliant writer to you. Some people call you pretentious, you just say that the world will never understand you.

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Test [Jun. 15th, 2003|01:12 pm]
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[Feeling |groggygroggy]
[Tunes of The Minute |Frontside - Evulva]

Stole this off Cheery21 on DJ

1. Who did you last get angry with? Myself... imperfection
2. What is your weapon of choice? Knives, claws
3. Would you hit a member of the opposite sex? If he hit me or a friend... hell yes. I'd tear him to shreads.
4. How about of the same sex? Possibly.. some women get to me
5. Who was the last person who got really angry with you? My father
6. What is your pet peeve? Stupidity
7. Do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily? It varies mostly.. I don't like being mad and I want to let go of the problems.

1. What is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time? Cleaned my room?
2. What is the latest you've ever woken up? Hmmm... 2 in the afternoon
3. Name a person you've been meaning to contact, but haven't: Liz.. I miss you girly!
4. What is the last lame excuse you made? "I have a headache; leave me alone now." I wanted to sleep.
5. Have you ever watched an infomercial all the way through (one of the long ones...)? I'd rather walk across hot coals.
6. When was the last time you got a good workout? Yesterday. I swam ten laps and felt great afterwards.
7. How many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today? My alarm clock doesn't have a snooze button

1. What is your overpriced yuppie beverage of choice? Snapple Elements!!!
2. Meat eaters: Save the piggys!
3. What is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting/outing/event? Too much to recall
4. Have you ever used a professional diet company? Yeah
5. Do you have an issue with your weight? Yeah.. I think I'm a cow
6. Do you prefer sweets, salty foods, or spicy foods? Spicy.. Mexican food is Godly
7. Have you ever looked at a small house pet or child and thought, "LUNCH!"?: Umm... no

1. How many people have you seen naked (not counting movies/family)? 4 or 5
2. How many people have seen YOU naked (not counting physicians/family? God.. I love being naked and I don't care to count
3. Have you ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation? Yup.. last night acutally.
4. Have you "done it"? Ha! I was forced into it.
5. What is your favorite body part on a person of your gender of choice? Hands.. eyes... hair
6. Have you ever been propositioned by a prostitute? What?
7. Have you ever had to get tested for an STD or pregnancy? Yus.. 3 times

1. How many credit cards do you own? None
2. What's your guilty pleasure store? Kindred Spirits
3. If you had $1 million, what would you do with it? I'd open my own Wiccan school. "Wolfie's School for Gifted Wiccans"
4. Would you rather be rich, or famous? Rich
5. Would you accept a boring job if it meant you would make megabucks? Hell no
6. Have you ever stolen anything? A couple times
7. How many MP3s are on your hard drive? None

1. What one thing have you done that you're most proud of? Finished my novel... gotten over Matt
2. What one thing have you done that your parents are most proud of? Passed freshman year
3. What thing would you like to accomplish in your life? I wanna pierce profesionaly
4. Do you get annoyed by coming in second place? No
5. Have you ever entered a contest of skill, knowing you were of much higher skill than all the other competitors? Yah
6. Have you ever cheated on something to get a higher score? Sadly, I have
7. What did you do today that you're proud of? Didn't eat breakfast!

1. What item (or person) of your friends would you most want to have for your own? The big sexy goth ring.. which I now own... XD Thanks Madison!
2. Who would you want to go on "Trading Spaces"? No one... that show is stupid
3. If you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be? Dunno... Agatha... she makes leather pants for really cool rock stars. Saw her on VH1
4. Have you ever been cheated on? *coughmattcough*
5. Have you ever wished you had a physical feature different from your own? I want purple eyes
6. What inborn trait do you see in others that you wish you had for yourself? I like who I am
7. Do you wish you'd come up with this survey? Not really
8. Finally, what is your favorite deadly sin? Lust

1. What religion do you follow? Wiccanism/Paganis
2. What religion were you raised as? Universal Unitarian
3. Do you believe that forgiveness is a religious property, or a human property? Not at all.. we all do wrong things, but should we plead forgivness to get somewhere? No.. not at all.
4. Do you believe in magic? Yes.. it's a wonderful thing
5. What was the last promise you broke? That I would be with someone forever... it didn't work because of him.. not me.
6. Have you ever said the words to a prayer and not meant it? I do it all the time
7. Do you believe that anyone could be perfect? Perfection isn't real

1. Did you get everything you wanted over the last holiday season? No..
2. Regarding your future, what is the best thing you could hope for? Kids, a husband that treats me well, and a decent job
3. Do you let yourself get your hopes up for something even if you know that there is a large chance of failure? Yes.. it makes me feel better sometimes
5. Have you ever bought a lottery ticket? No
6. Do you gamble? Not really
7. Have you ever had something called off on account of bad weather, but then gone ahead and done it anyway? No

1. What causes do you support? Fight against hate crimes, and I support the Rainbow highly.
2. What causes have you given money or time to? None really
3. Have you ever worked in a soup kitchen or done another kind of outreach for the homeless? Yes
4. Would you ever consider joining the Peace Corps, Amnesty International, or another travel-inherent worldwide charity group? Peace corps maybe...
5. Do you give money to the homeless on the street? Sometimes
6. Have you ever helped out a friend with basic needs, like rent or food? Yes
7. What's the greatest extent you've gone to help a friend in need? That's my buisness and hers

1. What are you most afraid of? Being alone
2. What did you do today that was really brave? Woke up
3. Who is your favorite superhero, and why? Umm... Not sure of that one
4. Would you put your life in danger to rescue someone? Yes, for David and Melissa.. in a heart beat.
5. If you were to face the Wizard, would you want more courage, more brains, or more heart? A heart can never get too big.. so I'd go with more heart
6. Have you ever gotten stage fright? No
7. Do you consider yourself to be a leader or a follower? I feel like a follower, but later on I becoem the leader.

1. Have you ever been summoned for jury duty? Not yet
2. If they reinstituted the draft (for both genders), would you go, or would find some way out of it? I would find a way out of it.. I hate this country.
3. Do you support capital punishment (the death penalty)? No.. never
4. Which should be guaranteed legal? What?
5. Do you believe that Dubya is rightfully President of the USA? O.O Our pres. is a moron
6. What was your favorite media circus trial? Don't watch 'em
7. Have you ever written a letter to a politician? Hardly

1. What do you have the hardest time moderating yourself on? My moods
2. Do you collect anything? Tie dyed t-shirts and rocks
3. Are you addicted to anything? Caffiene
4. Have you ever put anything on layaway or used an installment plan? Yup
5. What's your preferred method of paying for things? Cash
6. Tell us one thing you wish you hadn't let yourself do: Drink
7. Do you feel that you obsess over things? Wolves...

1. Who is the wisest person you know? My mom
2. Have you ever participated in a vigil? I'd rather sleep
3. Do you take advice when it's given? Depends on who it's from
4. What area are you wisest in? Magick
5. Do you drive defensively? Yeah
6. Have you ever had unprotected sex outside of marriage? Would you ever? Yes.. not ever again though.
7. What did you learn today? Da can't grocery shop alone
8. And of course, what is your favorite heavenly virtue? Time isn't a nessasary
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